This blog is an accidental happening. Or maybe not. I will write bits and pieces that take my fancy from time to time.I will also post some things that appeal to me. If any of them gets your attention, that will be great. If not, horseman, passby!
The Blog title is taken from the following quotation:
God is at home. It's we who
have gone out for a walk.
The Priest: A Prayer on a Sunday Night (Abbe Michel Quoist)
Tonight, Lord, I am alone. Little by little the sounds
died down in the church. The people went away, And I came home, Alone.
I passed people who were
returning from a walk. I went by the cinema
that was disgorging its crowd. I skirted café terraces where tired strollers
were trying to prolong t
he pleasure of a Sunday holiday. I bumped into youngsters
playing on the footpath, Youngsters, Lord, Other people’s youngsters
who will never be my own.
Here I am, Lord, Alone. The silence troubles me, The solitude oppresses me.
Lord, I’m 35 years old, A body made like others, ready for work, A heart meant for love, But I’ve given you all. It’s true of course, that you needed it. I’ve given you all, but it is hard, Lord. It’s hard to give one’s body;
it would like to give itself to others. It’s hard to love everyone and to claim no one. It’s hard to shake a hand
and not want to keep it. It’s hard to inspire affection,
only to give it to you. It’s hard to be nothing to oneself
in order to be everything to others. It’s hard to be like others, among others,
and be an other to them. It’s hard always to give
without trying to receive. It’s hard to seek out others
and to be oneself unsought. It’s hard to be told secrets,
and never be able to share them. It’s hard to carry others
and never, even for a moment, be carried. It’s hard to sustain the feeble
and never be able to lean on one who is strong.
It’s hard to be alone, Alone before everyone, Alone before the world, Alone before suffering, death, sin.
Son, you are not alone, I am with you. I am you. For I needed another human vehicle
to continue my Incarnation and my Redemption. Out of all eternity, I chose you. I need you.
I need your hands to continue to bless, I need your lips to continue to speak, I need your body to continue to suffer, I need your heart to continue to love, I need you to continue to save, Stay with me.
Here I am Lord, Here is my body, my heart, my soul, Grant that I may be
big enough to reach the world, Strong enough to carry it. Pure enough to embrace it
without wanting to keep it.
Grant that I may be a meeting-place,
but a temporary one, A road that does not end in itself,
because everything to be gathered there, everything human, must be led to you.
Lord, tonight, while all is still
and I feel sharply the sting of solitude, While people devour my soul
and I feel incapable of satisfying their hunger, While the world presses on my shoulders
with all its weight of misery and sin, I repeat to you my “yes”
—not in a burst of laughter, but slowly, clearly, humbly.
Alone, Lord, before you, In the peace of the evening.